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Standing in a forest gazing at the sun
Looking at the trees but there’s not even one
See a rippling stream that smiles and then goes by
Run to feel its comfort but the water’s dry.

I see her face and run to take her hand
Why she’s never there i just don’t understand
The trumpets sound my whole world crumbles down

Visions of angels all around
Dance in the sky
Leaving me here
Forever goodbye.

As the leaves will crumble so will fall my love
For the fragile beauty of our lives must fade
Though i once remember echoes of my youth
Now i sense no past, no love that ends in love

Take this dream the stars have filled with light
As the blossom glides like snowflakes from the trees
In vengeance to a god no-one can reach.

Visions of angels all around
Dance in the sky
Leaving me here
Forever goodbye.

Ice is moving and world’s begun to freeze
See the sunlight stopped and deadened by the breeze
Minds are empty bodies move insensitive
Some believe that when they die they really live

I believe there never is an end
God gave up this world its people long ago
Why she’s never there i still don’t understand

Visions of angels all around
Dance in the sky
Leaving me here
Forever goodbye.

Dipersembahkan tuk seseorang yg ngaku sbg "Sun Chaser" ato "Light Ravisher"
You Know Who You Are!!! Mwahaha
"Dongeng" diatas bercrita ttg bidadari yg bertebaran di langit karena dia doyan ngintip ke langit…:P
Denger2 sih dia keturunan Hermaproditus dan Salmacis… Hehehehe
"Fountain Of Salmacis" kapan2 nyusul…

as human, you take as much of the good as you can get…
Because it doesn’t come around nearly as often as it should.
Cause good things aren’t always what they seem.
Too much of anything…
even love..( Brian May once said… Too much love will kill you )
is not always a good thing

How do you know how much is too much? too much, too soon?
Too much information?
Too much fun?
Too much love, too much to ask?
Too much to eat?
And when is it all just too much to bare?

Ehm… gara2 kebanyakan makan pas buka ceritanya ini teh. Hehehehe
Gak tau kenapa, kemaren teh sagala dibeli makanan teh.
Pas buka ya dimakan semuanya. Walhasil perut terasa sakit bukan maen!
Persis anak anak aje… Nyokap ampe ngomel ngomel. Hahaha
Bener juga kalo ada yg bilang… segala sesuatu sbaiknya jangan berlebih!
Ternyata susah juga menerapkan filosofi favorit no 2 si babeh…
"Saeutik mahi, loba nyesa" Heheheh
Filosofi favorit no 1? Hmmm… kapan kapan lah.

Apparently… My eyes are bigger than my stomach!
Hahahaha….

Have you ever watched the movie called "Seven" ?
Brad Pitt, Morgan Freeman and Kevin Spacey…
And also, ehm.. Gwyneth Paltrow.
The movie tells us bout a pshyco who’s playing God.
He kills all the people who commited one of the seven deadly sins.
He tried to make the punishment into his own hands.
Yeah… very, very sick pshyco. Hehehehe…

Maybe we know some of the "member" of the seven deadly sins.
Let’s just say the big ones…
gluttony, pride, lust…
But the sin you don’t hear much about is anger…
Maybe it’s because we think anger’s not that dangerous.
That we can control it…
My point is…
Maybe we don’t give anger enough credit.
Maybe it can be a lot more dangerous than we think.
After all, when it comes to destructive behaviour…
It did make a top seven
So what makes anger different from that six other deadly sins?
It’s pretty simple really…
You give in to a sin like envy or pride,
and you only hurt yourself.
Try lust or coveting, and you’ll only hurt yourself
and probably one ore two others.
But anger…
Anger is different…
Anger is the worst…
The mother of all sins.
Not only can anger drive you over the edge,
and when it does..
You can take an awful lot of other people with you.

Jangan suka marah-marah ya!
Bulan puasa nih… Ntar batal atuh. Hehehehe

There’s something inside you that they can’t get to…
That they can’t touch…
Something that’s belong to you
That’s yours…
What is it? What am i talking about?
HOPE…
Yes, i’m yalking about hope…

Once upon a time ago…
Pandora was told by Prometheus not to open the box.
The box itself was a gift from Gods as a wedding present.
But she wanted to know what was in the box.
So, one day she decided to open the box to fulfill her curiosity.
Yeah.. curiosity is an unquenchable thirst for mankind, isn’t it?
She open the box anyway… ( dasar bandel! )
And all of the sudden… ( eng ing eng… )
Out flew all manor of evils, sorrows, plagues and misfortunes! ( tuh kan?! )
To her horror, she quickly closed the box. ( telat Neng! )
Of course, it was all too late… ( puguh we atuh! )

However, the bottom of the box held one good thing-HOPE  ( yippiee! )
Only hope remained behind… ( nyangkut kalee.. )
HOPE is a single blessing to succor mankind in their suffering.

HOPE is a good thing
Maybe the best of things
And no good thing ever dies
And i’ll be HOPING this letter finds you…
… and finds you well.

Your friend… An ignorance fool 8-}
Hehehehe…….

Ketika sedang terbengong-bengong dalam kondisi keki dan bete berat,
entah kenapa, samar2 suara Mr Crawford secara perlahan tapi pasti mulai memasuki kepala yang lagi puyeng itu. Semakin lama semakin kencang aja suaranya.
It’s all over my head….

Nighttime sharpens, heighten each sensation
Darkness stir and wakes imagination
Silently the senses abandon their defenses
Slowly, gently, night unfurls its splendour
Grasp it, sense it, tremulous and tender
Turn your face away from the garish light of day
Turn your thought away from cold, unfeeling light
And listen to the music of the night…

Close your eyes and surrender to your darkest dream!
Purge your thoughts of the life you knew before!
Close your eyes, let your spirit start to soar!
And you’ll live as you’ve never lived before

Softly, deftly, music shall caress you
Hear it, feel it, secretly possess you
Open up your mind, let your fantasies unwind
In this darkness that you know you cannot fight
The darkness of the music of the night

Let your mind start a journey through a strange new world!
Leave all thoughts of the life you knew before
Let your soul take you where you long to be!
Only then can you belong to me

Floating, falling, sweet intoxcitation
Touch me, trust me, savour each sensation
Let the dream begin, let your darker side give in
To the power of the music that i write
The power of the music of the night

You alone can make my song take flight
Help me make my music of the night

Waw, ternyata not so bad juga ikut bersenandung bareng2 Tuan Crawford, meski hanya secara imajiner.
To yell you the truth… I don’t sing! Hehehehe
That night i actually sing. Hmm.. humming to be exact, or just mumbling?
I don’t know.. Who cares?!
But that still a progress to me.. Gimme some credit OK?!
Pokoknya ini lagu bener-bener "nonjok" abis dikegelapan malam….
Hehehehe…

I’ve had some long nights in stir…
( Sometimes i considered my room as a stir.. Hehehe )
Alone in the dark with nothing but your thoughts…
in the dead of the night…
I surrender myself into the darkness…
Everything is cold, dark, and silent
Now i realize that time can draw out so painfully slow.
Make you feel like sinking without a trace…
into the abyss of darkness and loneliness.
Trapped in the midst of awful stillnes
Bottom-line… dull as a ditch-water! Hehehehe
Crack of doom in the crack of dawn!
Whew… That was the longest night of my life.
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Bukan apa-apa sih… gara-gara mati listrik jam 12 malem,
orang normal jam segitu mah dah pulesss…
tapi buat penderita insomnia itu benar-benar sebuah "siksaan"
gak bisa ngapa ngapain dah!
"Pelecehan" PLN terhadap eksistensi kaum insomnia.
baru nyala lage sekitar jam 4 dini hari… Huwaaaaa!
Benar-benar penderita insomnia yang apes…
Hehehehehe………

Deuuhhh… bingung juga neh.
Gak tau mau ngapain..
Ntar ya.. cari ilham dulu.
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BEGINNING THE DAY…
Lage minum kopi malem2 trus iseng2 melototin mug kopi, eh ternyata ada tulisan di mug tsb.
Tulisan tsb melingkari mug seperti ular…
Eh, pas dibaca koq lumayan bagus juga tulisannya.
Yang bikin heran mug itu udah lebih dari 10 tahun ada dirumah!!
Koq baru kebaca sekarang ya…
Anyway, ini kalimat yg tertulis di mug itu

Beginning The Day…
I Got up early one morning and rush right into the day.
I had so much to accomplish that i didn’t have time to pray

Problems just tumbled about me,
and heavier came each task
"Why God doesn’t help me?" I wondered.
He answered, "You didn’t ask."

I wanted to see joy and beauty,
but the day toiled on, gray and bleak.
I wondered why God didn’t show me
He said, "But you didn’t seek."

I tried to come into God’s presence.
I tried all my keys at the lock.
God gently and lovingly chided.
"My child, you didn’t knock."

I woke up early this morning
and paused before entering the day.
I had so much to accomplish,
that i had to take time to pray.

Well, today this mug  became my favourite mug! Hehehe…

Helo.. helo…
hehehehe…
Lieur ah