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What is the past?
What is history?
We can just ignore it all we want..
But our history, our past
eventually always comes back to haunt us.
Whether you like it or not,
whether you ready or not.
Some people believe that without history
our lives amount to nothing
At some point, we all have to choose…
Do we fall back on what we know?
Or do we step forward to something new?
It’s hard not to be haunted by our past.
Our history is what shapes us,
what guides us..
Our history resurfaces,
time after time after time
So we have to remember…
Sometimes the most important history
Is the history we’re making today…

Are you making history today?

Human beings…
need a lot of things to feel alive…
family, love, romance, friends
but we only need one thing…
to actually be alive.
we need a beating heart. ( Literally speaking! )
when our heart is threathened.
we responde in one of two ways…
we need either run
or… we attack
there’s a scientific term for this..
fight or flight
it’s instinct
we can’t control it
So, if you want to feel alive…
If you want to be alive…
Just keep your heart…
Beating…
Dag.. dig.. dug.. dag.. dig.. dug..
Yah, kayak gitulah bunyinya kira2.
Hehehe….
Bener-bener ngacapruk ieu mah…

Life is full of vanishing acts.
If something that we didn’t know we had disappeares.
Vanish into thin air.

Do we miss it?

Ticking away the moments that make up a dull day
You fritter and waste the hours in an offhand way.
Kicking around on a piece of ground in your home town
Waiting for someone or something to show you the way.

Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain.
You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today.
And then one day you find ten years have got behind you.
No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun.

So you run and you run to catch up with the sun but it’s sinking
Racing around to come up behind you again.
The sun is the same in a relative way but you’re older,
Shorter of breath and one day closer to death.

Every year is getting shorter never seem to find the time.
Plans that either come to naught or half a page of scribbled lines
Hanging on in quiet desperation is the English way
The time is gone, the song is over,
Thought I’d something more to say.

( Big thanks to Mr. Gilmour and his gang )… Love You Guys…

15 seconds, 15 minutes, 15 hours…
the clock is ticking, the time passing by.
For some people whose having the time of their life.
They can really make time fly.
Congratulation! that’s all i can say

Outside of it, however
Some people are really having hard time with time
Time takes pleasure in kicking our asses.
For even the stronger people we know.
Time seem hangs heavy in our hands
it seems to play tricks…
Slowing down, hovering…
Until it freezes…
Leaving us stuck in a moment.
Unable to move in one direction or the other.

Time and tide waits for no man.
Time heals all wound.
All any of us wants is more time…
Time to stand up…
Time to grow up…
Time to let go…
Time…

By the way… What time is it? Hehehe…….
Nungguin buka puasa…
Meni asa lama ieu teh
Hehehe… Bye

That night he pictured the removal of his hairy heart
and to the accompaniment of very romantic music
he watched it being shaved smooth by an anonymous stainless steel razor.

Standing in a forest gazing at the sun
Looking at the trees but there’s not even one
See a rippling stream that smiles and then goes by
Run to feel its comfort but the water’s dry.

I see her face and run to take her hand
Why she’s never there i just don’t understand
The trumpets sound my whole world crumbles down

Visions of angels all around
Dance in the sky
Leaving me here
Forever goodbye.

As the leaves will crumble so will fall my love
For the fragile beauty of our lives must fade
Though i once remember echoes of my youth
Now i sense no past, no love that ends in love

Take this dream the stars have filled with light
As the blossom glides like snowflakes from the trees
In vengeance to a god no-one can reach.

Visions of angels all around
Dance in the sky
Leaving me here
Forever goodbye.

Ice is moving and world’s begun to freeze
See the sunlight stopped and deadened by the breeze
Minds are empty bodies move insensitive
Some believe that when they die they really live

I believe there never is an end
God gave up this world its people long ago
Why she’s never there i still don’t understand

Visions of angels all around
Dance in the sky
Leaving me here
Forever goodbye.

Dipersembahkan tuk seseorang yg ngaku sbg "Sun Chaser" ato "Light Ravisher"
You Know Who You Are!!! Mwahaha
"Dongeng" diatas bercrita ttg bidadari yg bertebaran di langit karena dia doyan ngintip ke langit…:P
Denger2 sih dia keturunan Hermaproditus dan Salmacis… Hehehehe
"Fountain Of Salmacis" kapan2 nyusul…

as human, you take as much of the good as you can get…
Because it doesn’t come around nearly as often as it should.
Cause good things aren’t always what they seem.
Too much of anything…
even love..( Brian May once said… Too much love will kill you )
is not always a good thing

How do you know how much is too much? too much, too soon?
Too much information?
Too much fun?
Too much love, too much to ask?
Too much to eat?
And when is it all just too much to bare?

Ehm… gara2 kebanyakan makan pas buka ceritanya ini teh. Hehehehe
Gak tau kenapa, kemaren teh sagala dibeli makanan teh.
Pas buka ya dimakan semuanya. Walhasil perut terasa sakit bukan maen!
Persis anak anak aje… Nyokap ampe ngomel ngomel. Hahaha
Bener juga kalo ada yg bilang… segala sesuatu sbaiknya jangan berlebih!
Ternyata susah juga menerapkan filosofi favorit no 2 si babeh…
"Saeutik mahi, loba nyesa" Heheheh
Filosofi favorit no 1? Hmmm… kapan kapan lah.

Apparently… My eyes are bigger than my stomach!
Hahahaha….

Have you ever watched the movie called "Seven" ?
Brad Pitt, Morgan Freeman and Kevin Spacey…
And also, ehm.. Gwyneth Paltrow.
The movie tells us bout a pshyco who’s playing God.
He kills all the people who commited one of the seven deadly sins.
He tried to make the punishment into his own hands.
Yeah… very, very sick pshyco. Hehehehe…

Maybe we know some of the "member" of the seven deadly sins.
Let’s just say the big ones…
gluttony, pride, lust…
But the sin you don’t hear much about is anger…
Maybe it’s because we think anger’s not that dangerous.
That we can control it…
My point is…
Maybe we don’t give anger enough credit.
Maybe it can be a lot more dangerous than we think.
After all, when it comes to destructive behaviour…
It did make a top seven
So what makes anger different from that six other deadly sins?
It’s pretty simple really…
You give in to a sin like envy or pride,
and you only hurt yourself.
Try lust or coveting, and you’ll only hurt yourself
and probably one ore two others.
But anger…
Anger is different…
Anger is the worst…
The mother of all sins.
Not only can anger drive you over the edge,
and when it does..
You can take an awful lot of other people with you.

Jangan suka marah-marah ya!
Bulan puasa nih… Ntar batal atuh. Hehehehe

There’s something inside you that they can’t get to…
That they can’t touch…
Something that’s belong to you
That’s yours…
What is it? What am i talking about?
HOPE…
Yes, i’m yalking about hope…

Once upon a time ago…
Pandora was told by Prometheus not to open the box.
The box itself was a gift from Gods as a wedding present.
But she wanted to know what was in the box.
So, one day she decided to open the box to fulfill her curiosity.
Yeah.. curiosity is an unquenchable thirst for mankind, isn’t it?
She open the box anyway… ( dasar bandel! )
And all of the sudden… ( eng ing eng… )
Out flew all manor of evils, sorrows, plagues and misfortunes! ( tuh kan?! )
To her horror, she quickly closed the box. ( telat Neng! )
Of course, it was all too late… ( puguh we atuh! )

However, the bottom of the box held one good thing-HOPE  ( yippiee! )
Only hope remained behind… ( nyangkut kalee.. )
HOPE is a single blessing to succor mankind in their suffering.

HOPE is a good thing
Maybe the best of things
And no good thing ever dies
And i’ll be HOPING this letter finds you…
… and finds you well.

Your friend… An ignorance fool 8-}
Hehehehe…….